The fact that everyone is deciding to leave my life, I don’t know what I’m doing that’s making it happen. I don’t know at the moment I just feel so isolated.
I don’t know what’s going on at the moment but it seems as though everyone is sliding out of my grasp. I’m moving further and further away from my friends and I don’t know what I’ve done to make them leave. I’m isolating myself in fear of losing them, yet pushing them further away. I haven’t felt this lonely in a very long time, it feels like I’m back at the start. I want to sort things out and change things, but I can’t change if I don’t know what I’ve done wrong. I don’t know what to do any more, I don’t think I can help myself.