Just discovered air guitar is my thing.

I’m pissed and listening to Bon Jovi, this is my life.

What has happened to me? I’ve changed so much, but most definitely not for the better.

I must be such a stalker ex, like crazy ex.

Last night I had a dream I was given a jumper which said ‘I love Hitler’ , however the love heart was a swastika. I feel very uncomfortable about this.

I feel so ill, I just want to lie and cuddle with someone.

I got so drunk today that I threw up on myself.

Life just feels so pointless without you now.

It’s all back to how it was before.

I miss the days when I could go out in a jumper, shorts, fishnets and platforms and feel relatively comfortable about myself.

Loads of heavy books just fell off my shelf above my desk where I was sitting and hit me. Even books want me dead.

I’m sorry for being such a self absorbed cunt.